Happy Valentines Day!

I have to say I have the sweetest roommate ever.  This is what I found in the kitchen this morning.  It was a very sweet surprise and a great way to start a very long day.  And it gives me something to look forward to tonight.  Up on the menu tonight is BBQ/Smoked Steak and Lobster Tail. I can’t wait till 5pm.

I’m feeling a bit overwhelmed. I got my divorce paperwork returned to me yet, again. I have this feeling they are in cahoots with the USPS system to get more money out of us.  I seriously see why people give up on getting divorced and just live separate lives. This is so frustrating. With in a day I get one paper sent to me saying they corrected their mistake and the next day I get the remaining paperwork telling me that they are missing the paper they sent me the day previously.  I appreciate that so many people are working on my case, but I’d appreciate it if they’d communicate just a little more.  I guess it’s a good thing that I don’t give up that easily.  It will get done one of these days.

To add to my frustration I still itch like crazy due to my allergy shots. I guess it’s a good thing that my boss kept me busy yesterday and today as I haven’t had time to get my next allergy shot.  It looks like I’ll only be able to get one this week on Thursday or Friday. Maybe it’s for the best.

And if things couldn’t get more stressful, my boss informs me last Friday that he’s isn’t going to be able to afford to keep me on. I have no idea when my last day is, but it can be any day.  I’ve been working on getting hired on with the state, but I had no idea that my current job would be ending so soon. This sure puts a wrench in things and is really stressing me out.  I haven’t needed to find a job for the last 10 years, now the pressure is really on. Before I just made money to fund our vacations and now I need to get a job to cover my every day expenses.

Just to add to things, I now am officially overwhelmed. To add to it I’m dealing with PMS at the moment so if everything didn’t already cause me to be overwhelmed and emotional I’ve got extra hormones running wild through my body that would put any normal day a little over the top.

If you don’t mind I think I’ll just sit around and cry for a while. Good thing I have a supportive roommate that is doing his best to keep me grounded and helping me apply for state jobs and take the state tests.