My life has always been a Roller Coaster ride and I thought I hated it. So back in about 2002 I took control of my life and made it so it was a Carousel. I really thought that is what I wanted, a ho-hum life with no big ups and down. But, instead of riding one of those horses on the carousel that had a little up and down moment I ended up on the boring park bench that had a broken leg. So I would end up sitting down for a while till the leg gave out and kept falling on my butt. This really didn't turn out the way I wanted. I had no more fun exciting times and I ended up with was a sore butt.
About two years ago it dawned on me that I may not like the big scary roller coaster, but I don't like the carousel ride either. Since then I've been seeking balance. It has been a challenge. I have been with out wild fun times for so long that I yearn for them so much I sometimes go overboard and am a little too much over the top. Oh, how I miss laughing so hard I cry and running through the streets naked, I never actually did that, but you get what I am mean. I am once again single and am looking to have a good time in a balanced sense. Nothing too wild, but wildly fun.
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