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Monday, September 19, 2011

I am so blessed

When you're going through some of the toughest times in life your true friends come out to rally around you.

I am also so thankful to my husband who finally admitted that he drove me out of our home, and is the one who keeps hurting me. He flips flops on his thoughts and feelings 10 times a day according to him. Saturday morning he called me and said he was tired of being the bad guy and asked me to move out. By Sunday when I talked to him in the Bishop's office he said he wanted a divorce because he didn't want to keep hurting me.

I am sad to see my dreams shattered. I am sad to have my heart broken yet again. On the other hand as he said it I deserve better, I deserve to be taken care of and loved and not continually hurt by thim. I am sad that he has rather give me away to someone else then to stop hurting me. 

Thank you so much to all of my amazing friends. I appreciate all of your love and support. And thank you so much to my parents who I called soon as I got off the phone with my husband and they offered to drive right up.  They were there by the afternoon and we spent the entire day packing and moving me. You are amazing. That was not an easy task to accomplish in a single day. I am VERY thank you to my amazing ex-husand for letting me store all of my stuff in his garage and letting me stay in his extra room till I get my self back on my feet. I am happy to have neighbors that love me and are happy to have me home and safe. 

I am so very blessed. I know God has a plan for me and everything happens for a reason.

As I drove Sat to pick my stuff up all I could think of is I am so blessed. I am not homeless. I have somewhere safe to go. It's not ideal, but it will work for now.  And I am so blessed to have parents that will drive up at the drop of the hat to help me. I know I could of moved on my own once again because I'm a strong women, but it made it so much easier having my parents there this time. Moving 3 times in 12 months is just more then one person should ever have to go through.

I am so very blessed and loved.

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