As you read in my last post (feel free to click the title of the blog to see old posts) he asked me to move out on Saturday and I complied. I moved everything out on Saturday with the help of my parents and turned in my key on Sunday to the office. On Monday I took the utilities out of my name, changed my address on on my bills, etc and had my mail forwarded. I'm now officially out. I haven't been staying there since Sunday, September 11th and I have been feeling better every day.
I saw my therapist today and she said I'm not the same person she first saw 3 months ago. When I first saw her I was totally scared and freaked out. I am slowly getting my life back together. I'm less depressed and anxious and getting a handle on life.
I also saw my nutritionist today. She got my blood tests back and I do have a problem with my thyroid. She gave me some supplements for that. We're hoping that will fix that which will hopefully help me with my depression and anxiety. This will also explain my slow metabolism and why I have to work so hard to look the way I do. What is frustrating is when people look at me and say you must have a high metabolism. They don't get how hard I have to work to look the way I do. I have to watch what I eat and exercise a lot. I've slowed down with the exercising, but I used to be an exerciseaholic.
I really hope that as things continue to come together that I will be more motivated to go to bed early so I can get up early and go to the gym. This probably won't happen till I get back from Bali.
I have no idea what's going to happen when I get home from Bali. I hope that he follows through and files the paperwork and we can all move on.
I also saw my nutritionist today. She got my blood tests back and I do have a problem with my thyroid. She gave me some supplements for that. We're hoping that will fix that which will hopefully help me with my depression and anxiety. This will also explain my slow metabolism and why I have to work so hard to look the way I do. What is frustrating is when people look at me and say you must have a high metabolism. They don't get how hard I have to work to look the way I do. I have to watch what I eat and exercise a lot. I've slowed down with the exercising, but I used to be an exerciseaholic.
I really hope that as things continue to come together that I will be more motivated to go to bed early so I can get up early and go to the gym. This probably won't happen till I get back from Bali.
I have no idea what's going to happen when I get home from Bali. I hope that he follows through and files the paperwork and we can all move on.
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