Who's that girl?

 I am the girl that:

Is shy

Will jump up on the table and dance

Loves going to plays

Loves watching the X-Games

Is such a girl

Would take a challenge to mud wrestling, wants to shoot a gun & ride a bull

Loves watching Action and Adventure Movies

Does not like chick flicks that make you cry

Is not a hot tub fan

If dared will jump on your roommate while he’s sleeping

Not a fan of ballet classes

Trained for the WWE

Winced when she paid $8 for a bottle of Sesame Oil

Didn’t flinch when she spent $100 for groceries for a friend’s family

Hates Roller coasters

Wants to go skydiving

Took years of ballroom dancing & competed

Took pole dancing classes

Dresses conservatively

Loves dressing up in costumes and wild outfits

Loves quilting, sewing, & Crafts

Can install a drip system

Paints beautiful oil paintings

Has not mastered not getting paint on the ceiling when painting walls

Is not a morning person

Loves doing charity runs such as the Bay To Breakers really early in the morning

Loves planning things in advance

Loves a spontaneous adventure

Can’t sit still

Loves cuddling up and watching a movie

Doesn’t like mind games

Loves Board Games

On her mission was a stickler for rules

Smashed a cake in her district leaders face

I am that wild and spontaneous girl that will forever keep you on your toes. I love having fun and laughing. I try to fit in so depending on the company I do my best to act accordingly. When I am at church I try my best to be reserved and quiet. Depending on which friends I am with I can be totally loud and obnoxious or quiet as a mouse.  For the most part we play off the people we are with. If we are with a conservative crowd we tend to be more reserved.  If I am surrounded by loud and obnoxious people I tend to be really loud and obnoxious too.  I love making my friends laugh. The other night we were getting ready for a party and realized that my neon pink slip along with my electric blue top and blinding yellow sweater would have been a blinding combination so I strutted my stuff and show my girlfriend. We nearly died laughing. If only I could have gone with out the dress, just in the slip, I would have been a sight to see.

I work hard, live within my means, save my money, and pack a change of clothing so I can be spontaneous.  Life is too short not to have fun. 

At the same time I need to loosen up more and have fun. I need to stop stressing and laugh more. I need to have more fun and stop worrying about people judging me and gossiping about me.  They are going to do it no matter what I do.  I need to stop letting those people run my life like I have recently.

Today I resolve to stop worrying what othe people think, laugh more, stop being so self-conscious, take more pictures, be more spontaneous, live with no regrets, love more, take more chances, have fun, take more spontaneous trips, and live in the moment.  

This time I’m not going to think twice. I am going to smash that cake in your face and lick it off.  I’m going to buy that bracelet that I’ve always wanted, but resisted because it’s totally overpriced.  I am going to show up in my PJ’s next time you invite me over for breakfast. I am going to pull you into that closet and kiss you like crazy. I am going to take that trip to Scotland that I’ve only dreamed about going on. Going somewhere? I want to come. Live out of state and want a houseguest let me know. I am going skydiving soon as the weather is nice. Who wants to take me shooting? Who wants to teach me to skateboard? Who wants to join me on a Safari? Some day I will make it to Africa till then I heard of a local one. Want to go? Or if you are going to Africa and have a whole trip planned count me in.  The next bull I see I’m going to ride it.  Where is that mistletoe? Let’s kiss.